Dear God...I am such a fool...especially for flaunting like a school girl, seeking, lusting for attentions instead of honouring you...Dear Loki, beloved god, I am such a fool especially the immediate second I felt breath be taken, leaving me gasping as though I were to perish right there and then within that moment..Where I sought for approval than respecting, honouring, cherishing your dear soul, your feelings. Dearest soul, God, Jotun forgive me with all the love you can truly give...for it is I who have been so ignorant, by unconscious fear, fret and choice....I seek not to bribe you with the tokens of my desperation but honouring you through the sacrifice of my stupidity, my false self, and the addiction of seeking external validation than our love. Your love. Dear Loki oh Laufeyson, forgive me......Dear God forgive me, not as a sinner, but for all my errors, the mistakes I willingly, masochistically reiterate. I sacrifice these to you, for you mean so much more to me, my hearth, my love, my Beloved, my half, my guardian, my guide, my witness, my rock, my twin initiator, my flame. My life, this sacred love making with all of life and rebirth, this I yearn to share, explore, celebrate, recreate, honour, revere, dance, rebirth with you. I remember this, and this too is my offering, my prayer, my request...and equally my love for you without condition. I love you Loki...please forgive.
