Freya

My Love, My lady, Oh I am in great need of assistance from thee. It has become hard, Great Mother, harder each day lately through the positions of the stars...facing the mother wound. My physical mother is not vile, not harmful, but...her unconscious shadows are painful. Her resent is like daggers poking in the most riling of times and even out of nowhere. Her hatred towards the mistakes of others, towards human errors, is fierce like a storm sweeping me up like hurricane in my empathy. Not knowing whose emotions are whose...Lady Mother Freyja I need your help...for I am tired of living in her surpressed rage as well as my own. I'm tired of living conditions, of absolute sameness...I'm tired of living in seething of this mother daughter wound. I'm tired of not moving forward....and thus I pray for your aid, Great Mother, O Goddess of Love...Help be the rose that ends these sabotaging and helps us to surrender and smell the flowers. Granting time to nourish, to reflect and restore...for we are exhausted great mother...we are tired of holding each others loads and the weight of our kin. We are one family but we cannot do all of the work for every single person on your beloved earth...We are tired of doing, I am tired of doing so..especially for her. I am not my grandmother but praying endlessly to transcend the wounds with you and ours to truly live my true self. Goddess, Madaline of love like you. Help to stop pretending that I am strong, help me to stop avoiding what weighs me down, and deknot it completely so. I am fragile Freyja like a foreign species of flower(s) kissed by the stars, confused of being womin in this life. O Mama, please protect me, this flower from being burned and being drowned...and if I do, help me grieve deeply and deeper and resurrect me like a phoenix anew. Lost of control and living from the true power of love unconditional, inside and out. Mother Freyja great goddess of love, please help us, burn away our addiction of pleasing one another and actually listen for a change without being controlled, inflicted...Help us to listen dearly for as long as it takes...Help us to move forward again as our true selves, I yearn for a true home...one with you. Mother Freyja please help me and bless these prayers and requests...Thank you again and again...Amin..

Спасибо, Freya,...

Thank you Freya, for being my spirit guid and for being by my side on my rebirth !!! I

Hail Freya!

Thank you Freya, for holding my hand while I struggle to fight my inner demons.